Lyrics
Chorus
I’m just a young nigga in this game
Drownin in my pool of pain
I’m just a young nigga in this game
Drownin in my pool of pain
Verse 1
As I get olda
It seems like life gets colda and colda
Everybody bounced and left the weight on my shouldaz
Cant take nomo
Feelin like heavy Bouldaz
Breakin Down
Situations arose and noone chose to stick around
Now don’t you know I live this scenario on the solo
Got nowhere to go
Livin life up on da edge
Tippy toes on the ledge
Wonderin when fate is gonna cut my life of thread
Lookin at the path that lies ahead
Hateful criez when the tears dry’s my eyes read
Got people telling me these lies playin games wit my head
Cant even fukkin sleep in peace at night wit out a 9mm by me bed/
Ready to blast and pump niggahz full of lead
Tear sum flesh and put em to rest
And now I find myself lost in this game
This life of hate I can’t maintain
Because I’m drownin in my pool of pain
Chorus
Verse 2
I ask myself will thangs eva be okay
Sittin here drinkin sorrows away
A little twist of Hennessey knowin it will go for a day
Wonderin how my life eva turned this way
Look at the scenery
Only thang that eva comes to mind is smoking greenery
Doin mepthaphenamiez say good bye to my misery
My life is filled wit nothing but illusions
This world is cruel when it comes to conclusions
Tryin to find solutions
Will I eva find a substitution for my stress
I don’t know what to do cuz my life is such a mess
Take a look back life was such a pest
Everything was just a blur
How drama just randomly occurred
Fates on my last nerve
So many complications makin me go insane
Thangs fukkin up my life
Am I the person to blame
Because I’m drownin in my pool of pain.
Chorus
Verse 3
Can you picture me on top of the Earth
I knew was cursed
Ever since my mama gave birth
Could life eva be worse
Always had visions I was gonna die first
Learned this game on the wrong turf
Got so many dues that I can’t ream burst
I don’t know what to do
I never knew this game
Held so many pains
This would neva change
Always gonna be the same
All I have to show is my last name
Now what is there to do to turn my life around
Got me livin up and down in dis hard game
Got me walkin with my head down
Flush and frowns
Was it met to be or could I be wrong
But I neva go to know so I carried on
Even though im dead and gone
Homie know I’m still gonna look upon
I did my time in this game live it as a pawn
Why did my life turned out the way it came
Got me goin insane
I’m still drownin in my pool of pain
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