This is my favorite track
(verse 1)
Im goin thru more rage on a stage in each page
Broken fuse I slice through you with a dented 10 inch blade
Im not another eminem infused in rap music
Just another white dude that usin black music
Lose your back to it, used to laugh through it
Usually abused in a crew u act coo wit
U tryin to find the facts, everybody’s on their track
Put ya shit out on the streets and they like “your wack”
Im mixed and just pissed with this job descrip
And get pistol whipped like it’s the just of it
And getting tricked within these bitches smoke a blunt on a trip
till I’m goin to California pourin blood on a crip
only hurt myself, no help will ever follow me
So I try suicide thinking it’ll kill my enemies
You gotta fuckin feel me, if u don’t then read twice
Im sorry dawg Im too damn ill to be nice
(hook)
Stop what you’re doin and just drop any minute
Getting hot on the spot you copped on the rhythm
Not what is written but defending every right
Every reason to fight but got nothing to fight for
(verse 2)
goin thru these moods, a voodoo, Buddha got a screwed up brain
whos the man ensuing every tune up in this water mane
the mainstream, always battling up the same team
the same me will change dreams, more than I will change jeans
I only got a lonely spot and only stop if I would drop
If only god would hold me back, roll alone and zone a lot
This rap is all I got while I lay torn up in my bed
I got a lot of problems that will follow till im dead
It went from Charley to Frances to Ivan to Jeanne
It doesn’t matter, there’s a bigger storm up in my head
i gotta go, I’m all alone a battered soul will fall alone
Tryin to tell these kids to stick wit rap man it is all I know
I gotta flow and all I wrote is the deepest of my instincts
Wrist splits and pen shits u checkin the statistics
Gotta grow within these fantasies and hold a wish list
Just in this instance remember what we’re fightin for