Big up to Insidious Productions
Through all the hard times I’ve faced and the shit that I have been through
I still keep holding on to the problem that’s been rippin thru
And the situations I always seem to get into
Is bound to rip my persona apart and split me in two
Never really had you, but can never let you go
But I have to cuz you’re your own individual
What the hell I’m fighting for, evry single time ignored
On my finger is a kite and I can never bite it off
Don’t know what you do to me, u make me raise to degrees
Where it wouldn’t even matter for me to take fault for thee
A reply is all I need, clear as diamonds in da seas
Only from you, open sunroof that way I be climbin to enjoy the breeze
When I get this stress all off a me
Can impress you all I need
But my heart’s a target for you and my chest needs armory
To deflect all of this grief, work my pecs out so I see
See more muscle to protect me from the cupid’s arrow see
When he shoots it carefully, he makes sure his prey will bleed
If you don’t believe, then explain the scarlet hue on me
I’m a modern human bein, but a product of uniqueness
So I’m always left out fallin to my knees
Causing all of this debris, to be cautious is to breath
But breath too hard then you’ll awake the monster that besieges
And bothers constantly about not lifting a finger while the object was in reach
That’s all I have left to say
I’m left with shards of these memories as sharp as a metal blade
Inflicting wounds on me mentally, they say one shouldn’t run on certain ground if the shoes aren’t meant to be
That’s why next time I choose to proceed, ill have my shoes strapped and double knotted with soles that breath
Then I could walk all day with my head high constantly
Cuz I won’t have to worry bout lookin down for rough terrain
It’s all about me now, was all about you
I can be happy now when I’m without you
At least I think I can, at least I thought I can
Because no shoes cant get me out of what I’ve fallen in