Like 3-4 years ago... whew!
U ever feel like something’s following you
Like no matter what you do, it’s right there with you
Well, I’ve got me a big problem, Been some shit that’s botherin me lately, can’t get it off me
Well this is what ima do
I’ve gotta stay low, the shadows creepin right behind me
It’s like they know, where I’m a head to they can find me
Yo if things blow, it’s like a little game of hide n seek
If they manage to find me, then I’m a creep behind ya
Imagine livin in a dream where noone understands what u stand for or what u mean
I’m bumpin rythmically to the beat, got plans for obtaining green
I follow ways none obey, I’m jus doin me, can’t see it any other way
Paid in full, that’s what I’m scheming for, they say to stay in school, school jus ain’t mah thang no more
Decide to lay it off
Yo I say that pain’s a whore, it’s like an open wound, vulnerable, an open door
But yo this shadow seems to always be creepin right behind me
And as I shine, this shadow grows darker, my eyes aligning
I beat that shit down to the ground, but it keeps climbin, adjustin to different climates
The environment ain’t affectin me, u won’t be prone to catch illnesses unless u breath
No wonder why I haven’t caught a single damn disease, cuz I’ve been walkin around like a dead man who sees
Everytime I speak out I’m a target, I got my heart ripped
That’s why I’m heartless I feel no pain everytime the dart hits, {just lost in},lost in time Sometimes I even feel that God has crossed the line
But I really feel that sumdin’s in back of me, look back, it looks rite back at me
When I walk, it walks all casually
And it wont get off, damn gravity
Stays on my back, I’d expect it to be stabbin me
S’like an imaginary friend I’m never glad to see
Get off my back, stop backstabbin me
There'll be sum kind of war if you don't stop harrassin me
CHORUS
Lately I haven’t been able to really get my head straight
Time bomb, and it’s bout to detonate, come on give me sum more headspace
Funny how a tragedy occurs from a best day
I’ve got enough weight on my back to make my legs break
I jus rest, let it mend, and wait till the next day
Then he shows up again, he’s makin a mistake
Cuz he’s drivin me to suicide I’ll never make it through this shit alive
Anyways so it’s do or die
Getting my character tainted, shootin at me like I’m famous
Ain’t no way to ricochet it, only way’s to take a straight hit