A song about depression and an apology to all those I've wronged because of it.
Lyrics
I've pushed away everyone I've ever loved
The rest left me alone to wander
In this big old empty house
It echoes of the past I squandered
I'd say I'm sorry to those I have wronged
But it don't mean much coming from me
I wished for the sky, but that's not where I belong
As I sink down this hole so deeply
I don't know what this is called
I don't know what it was before
But there's one thing that I am sure....
This ain't livin' at all
No, this ain't livin' at all
I keep walking on this path of life
I keep waiting for the sadness to rebound
But when I reach a mountain that's too high
It's me that gives up and turns around
But please don't worry at all about me
I'm not the first to feel this way
I'm certain I don't deserve sympathy
I've made my bed and here's where I'll stay
I don't know what this is called
I don't know what it was before
But there's one thing that I am sure....
This ain't livin' at all
No, this ain't livin' at all
This ain't livin at all.