You see one big question mark
I feel a question heart
I live inside
I’m the only thing alive
I am you
Mirrors show me a portrait I have not conceived
But was forced upon me
I am the shadow
I am the window
I am the rainbow
I am what you know
Will save you
I am perpetually
And infinitely
Approximating
A whole
You keep this all erect
Culture’s birth defect
And as the knives begin to plunge
I’m becoming closer to one
Grafting a new life
One where I belong
One where it’s not all wrong
I am being cut and pasted onto you
Onto me
Onto us
As I strip away
The costume of my demise
The same one you hand me to survive
I pay it full mind
This body of mine
I see it changing
I am perpetually
And infinitely
Approximating
A whole
You keep this all erect
Culture’s birth defect
And as the knives begin to plunge
I’m becoming closer to one
Changing
Filling
Living
Dying
Sitting Here Alone and Smiling
Knowing
That it’s coming!
Finally
Finally
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Bio
-logy
Is a
Lie –So
cie
ty
Is a
sham I
have no
Way to win
Way to win
This makes
Me have
To “fix”
Every
thing
So that
I can
Not feel
Sick and
dirty
just to
Feel alive
Feel alive
Scrounging
Laughing
Cutting
Screaming
Breathing
Binding
Staring
Seething
Can you
See that
I am
Perpetually
Infinitely
Approximating
A whole
I am perpetually
And infinitely
Approximating
A whole
You keep this all erect
Culture’s birth defect
And as the knives begin to plunge
I’m becoming closer to one