This is some of the absolute BEST advice I can offer ANYONE in the world...
The reality of what relationships are/become.
Everybody thinks they need this. But you don't, you'll see that...eventually.
when you have no one, no one can hurt you
I truly love my my family which are my fans & my friends
& I will not allow a female to be above that again
tears flood my eyes for things I shouldn't of said or done
sobbing howls at the moon dealing with you being gone
bawling in pain for everything I did wrong
I tried my hardest for you & you treated them like flaws
our pictures torture me to the point I wanna die
sure enough inside I will be for the final time
I will never let anyone dare to replace you
disrespect my love or to dare erase you
I can't stop just point the finger your way to blame you
I'm nothing perfect believe me I feel the shame too
I earned & fought for you I deserve you but I don't
I'm hanging from despair like a noose around my throat
when I'm lifeless & can't feel anymore then cut the rope
I'm perseverant but can't deal with this anymore & I won't
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I do not need anyone, I do not want anyone
I sealed off most of my heart, that has the vulnerable part
I do not want anyone, I do not need anyone
this is the end of the book, my heart can't be stole by these crooks
I do not need anyone, I do not want anyone
there is no point to the fight, done being torched by the light
I do not need anyone, I do not want anyone
vicarious warning for you, this love is unbridled it's true
I put myself through too much in relationships
I'm very troubled enough I don't need the extra sh**
I deal with enough anxiety, worries, stress & trust
friends, fans & my kid are the only kinds of love that I ever wanna have again
in this aspect I been broken too many times for the final time I died
now I rest in broken pieces & bust out the lights
so they can never turn back on enjoy the darkness of mine
I'd rather deal with myself & can't be as surprised
as opposed to a b*** that can't hurt me inside
relationships aren't for me or maybe I don't deserve to
but when you have no one then no one can hurt you
you reach a point in your life when you see it's not a need to have someone & you just give the f*** up
you only set yourself up for disappointment & hurt
tell me what's the point in that, tell me what the f*** it's worth
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I've grown strength in not needing co-dependancy
I'm immune to loneliness it can't get the best of me
when you lost repeatedly & it's out of your control
you learn to cut off it off realizing you don't need it anymore
I'm not blinded by hatred I see clearly what's real
I removed this part of me so I no longer have to feel
they say I haven't found the right 1, shut the f*** up!
it's statistically proven dating is guff I've had too much
I'm born to lose whether I try to fight it or not
you play russian roulette sooner or later you will be shot
I persisted for years to find the best & I did
too many blisters & tears I'm through with this bull sh**
romantic love is a lethal gateway to the worst detrimental problems you could ever have
it tortures you, enslaves you, weakens you, & holds you back
blinds you, slows you down, kills you, it's all a trap