i really don't know with this one, it's kind of... I don't know it's just alternative
Story behind the song
I figured that instead of always trying to write things to uplift and make people happy, that it was time I just got out some of my feelings and fears. It's sort of an apology to all the people I hurt by being distant from them.
Lyrics
People ask me "why you all alone?"
They harass me, call me on the phone,
And when I don't answer they get mad,
Saying "you don't care about anything"
It's hard to say exactly what I mean,
It's hard to explain exactly where I've been,
Even when I'm right before your eyes,
It's the same old thing,
I feel so far away,
In every situation I don't know what to say,
It's not you it's me,
I've been so depleted
And it's true I really wanna change,
And I pray this is only just a phase,
But in the mean time try to understand
That you're out of reach,
Cause I feel so far away,
In every situation I don't know what to say
it's not you it's me
I feel so depleting
But I'm coming coming,
Closer every day,
But there's something yeah there's something.
Something in the way
And I'm riding that sweet but narrow wave,
And I don't know....
how much more that I can take