Freinds all around but feel like they not their at all~wats more to say when they dont treat you like a freinds. june 09, 08 ...another day of boreness and confusion...another day of feeling alone..agin and agin all tha plp around me seem to be invisble...or maby i am. bit by bit my memory is losing...bit by bit losing all of my true freinds...8 years...8 years lving in this hell ground...6 of those years fall in love with just the one person...the person who for calling freinds..last freind i had left,,,she all i need,,,she is my smile,,,she is consider my life. Why in a picture of hapiness ..sad to lok at ..why..is it bcuz im not in it?? or bcuz im nt supos to be in it...but why do i,,,why do i kep loking..searching for sumtin..sumtin that i lag of for a long time. somtime had a feeling of nowhere, lost , or just dont wan to be here..just want to erase ervytin i ever kn
Freinds all around but feel like they not their at all~wats more to say when they dont treat you like a freinds. june 09, 08 ...another day of boreness and confusion...another day of feeling alone..agin and agin all tha plp around me seem to be invisble...or maby i am. bit by bit my memory is losing...bit by bit losing all of my true freinds...8 years...8 years lving in this hell ground...6 of those years fall in love with just the one person...the person who for calling freinds..last freind i had left,,,she all i need,,,she is my smile,,,she is consider my life. Why in a picture of hapiness ..sad to lok at ..why..is it bcuz im not in it?? or bcuz im nt supos to be in it...but why do i,,,why do i kep loking..searching for sumtin..sumtin that i lag of for a long time. somtime had a feeling of nowhere, lost , or just dont wan to be here..just want to erase ervytin i ever kn