Brittany
diary10
Nov 20, 2010
The temptation is so sweet
except so week
I love you with all my heart
i never wish to be apart
words cant explain
all of my pain
my life is insane
an you still stay
its amazing
even though things are traumatizing
is this best?
or should we be less?
i pray things will never change
just the turn of the page
everyday is a challenge
i love you honey no matter what =]
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fame an insecurity
Nov 20, 2010
Fame bring insecurity...
Insecurity brings fame...
how may thiz be ckuz u feel all the shame
im not here too claim im here too bring a lil pain
so honey u may need a cain
ckuz by the time i brought my game you'll be the one cryin in shame
give me a break i knew yall fake u aint been real since i found yall hints
thats lame an a shame ckuz now i aint to blame that all your wanna b game
its all gone bad now honey cant ya see ya standin alone
all cuz ya fake azz played ckuz you only wanted to get laid
now itz changed i live my life with no regrets an you be all upset
well maybe if u didnt do me wrong this wouldnt be wrote for you in return
ckuz now my hearts broke an you think dam it was all one big joke
my heart apart feels like death has done us part
now baby i dont want your fake azz skip on by az u see me cry
its not a shame ckuz your all to blame
fame? yea right more less shame this game you need to tame
or one day youll end up seein your life flash before your eyes
an whos going to be beside you to confide
no one juz your trickz bytch!
Miz.B
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dreamz
Nov 20, 2010
Dreams they’ve all been teared at the seem,
It kills me inside like I need to scream.
I have no more shine will I ever be fine?
You will never be mine because you don’t see me like I see you.
The fact of the matter is I’m just another girl when I want to be something more to you.
It will never be cuz see your there an im here.
You don’t care an I want you to hold me dear.
Its raining outside my tears blend in I feel the end.
Was what I felt love or was it a shove from above.
Lost in a moment where I don’t ever want to return.
Dazed an confused is what I choose.
I think its time to come to a realization.
Cuz I don’t think you’ll ever come to the sensation that I feel.
My crying shrill cant you hear how it kills.
Everyone beside you be wantin mine.
Except all in my mind is how I have all this time.
To get you an make you my everything.
You could be my king baby, ride or die is all I ever want to be for you.
This whole thing is all for you its all so true.
These feelings haven’t come easy an for you know I have never been sleazy.
So why am I sitting here doing this?
Cuz baby, all I want from you is one kiss.
Then you will feel all this bliss.
So peaceful I feel im sick of just being your home girl.
At least make me your side girl cuz honey I can take that for now.
I do have game an your all in my aim.
Cant be tamed an I don’t want fame an I have no shame.
The way I feel inside is a bad curse that’s about to burst.
Life is a mystery that eventually comes history.
Sooner than later you’ll see all these tears I’ve cried that you had wished you dried!
This pain is no game its killlen me slowly.
I feel my head dropping its bout to hit rock bottom.
At the point of no return Miz.B gone to the third degree.
Check in out be back; Miz.B to da fullest
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diary9
Nov 20, 2010
y cant it b
y cant i b free
my soul is on hold
my mind i cant find
this depression is not juz a lesson
itz my life through this pain an strife
still calls my name
i will never make fame
i will juz aim
the tears are flowin
i feel the wind blowin
God is tha u whisperin
im so tired
i juz wish i was fired
from thiz life
call it destiny call it fate i dont mind
cuz the pain inside only killz
an givez my heart chillz
the cuttz have been healed
i wonder if they will alwayz stay sealed
the memories will fade
an only pray i can b made
my time will come maybe
where i wont feel so shady
my heart is on hold
yea i tolf ya
i love you
thatz 3 wordz that carry no meaning
i am fiending
to feel
except i was killed a long time ago
it was thiz boy who took me
see what i feel iz nothin except heartache
an misery
seriously!
will i b free
or will i juz die tryin
either way plz God somethin haz got to give
kuz cant live like thiz no more
im torn
an sore
i c the tearz turn to blood
God NO save me
from thiz................
Mizz.Brittany
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