Julie
So what!? I am a nice person
Aug 22, 2007
I have always like to make people happy, I am the easiest person to guilt trip because I want to make the world happy. I am now seeing how pointless that is. I work up to 15 hours a day doing what!? I am a nanny. yeah most mothers sleep more than I do. You might ask why I work these long hours. It is because they have found my weakness, my in ability to say no. They ask if I would mind watching the kids while they spend the day together, and who am I to tell them no? they do pay me... however, with the hours I put in and the flexibility i am expected to maintain, I am begining to think I should get a raise, but I have already been informed that a raise is out of the question. I am still trying to find out why. I have worked for them for the past year, so far I have come to work at 4 in the morning and stayed to work a 10 hour day, but the worst of all was the time I came at 10 at night and stayed all night and worked a 15 hour shift. I should not complain, because if it weren't for them, I would not have met Luke and for that I thank them.
I really should not complain. They will never see this blog and so this really does no good for me exept to write down my feelings feels good. To see how I feel so plainly put in words makes me feel that maybe one day, hopefully soon, I can say them out lound. I still like to make people happy but I cant make the whole world happy, so I think I will start with myself.
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My Family
Jul 3, 2007
As you can tell, my family is very important to me. Last night I got to spend the most enjoyable hour with my gram and grump, that is what they call themselves. Although my grandpa is not in the lest bit grumpy. I find a strange joy in knowing what is going on with the people who have known me the longest, and still find it in their hearts to love me. I love hearing the amusing stories of my mother and her siblings. How they survived without a computer, tv or a car to themselves. What intrests me the most is to find out my mother's secrets that she hoped I would never find out. Last night I shared such stories with my gram and grump. I guess I am just strange that I would find happiness with that. But then again, my family is strange, and I am one of them!
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The boys in my life
Jun 26, 2007
I have never liked girls much. I have always had guys more readilly become my friends then girls, and no wonder. I have no sisters as I have mentioned but I have no nieces yet either. I do have to VERY cute nephews that mean the world to me. My two older brothers have always tried to be better then the other. So when my oldest brother found out his wife was expecting, my other brother could not wait to tell him that his girl friend was going to have his baby one month sooner. I used to hope this fighting would stop but I have grown to find it just a part of life.
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I am not just a daddy's girl
Jun 5, 2007
I am the third child in my family. I have two brothers that are older than me and two brothers that are younger than me. I used to feel sorry for myself because I did not have someone to gossip with or share clothes with. About three years ago my mom got pregnate with my youngest brother. It was at that point that I realized how much I enjoyed being the only girl in my family. I did not get too much more than my brothers (I did get my own room, and they did not like that they had to share). I have had to learn that what I want I have to get myself.
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