Maria
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Dont Know Current mood: confused Category: Writing and Poetry DONT WORRY THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME OR CHARLIE I dont know what i want who it is i need the one for me in my life am i lying to myself and just with him just to be with him or am i with him cause i truly love him as a friend or as more i dont know i wish life was just that easy but its not and it sucks so who do i want who do i want to be with i dont know do you?
Devils conscience eats you alive, trying to escape the bad in your life dont know where to run too dont know where to hide he leers you in without struggle heavin gyou hypnotized from everything grabbing your evry focus all pointing to him making you believe he can take away your pain when in reality your drowning in the rain not knowing that this is the devils game making you ashamed once your out of the trans in this hoccus poccus the devil brought you in leaving evrelasting marks up and down your wrist bloody shame in what he left you in never able to turn back in time to change things in a better way so your left with distrubbing scared as a gift from the one and only devil there is wishing i was there to protect you but its impossible to scare away the devil in his bad ways knowing i cant sit back and watch you slowly die away but all i can do is make you swear you'll never do it again and hope you follow up in this promising way but im always gonna be here for you no matter what as you can see the devil lives in all of us its the way of life and hopefully we fight him out of our lives and bring in new beginings as the old goes to an end like i said the devils in all of us but GOD"S in everyone of us as well so i ran to my brother and told him what i knew cause i knew that with all his heart it only belongs to you