JUST IS Try so hard to be there So hard to show how much I care But always it the “whoa is me” syndrome It makes me want to stay alone Want to find myself another place to roam. I really care and I will always love you But it’s not meant for us to be a two. I stayed long after I should have gone But it was with you my heart found a home. I want us to be together for life But now it time for you to find another wife. The abusiveness of your words Then you act as if they went unheard I was there when you battled friends I thought I would be there until the end But as life would have it, you didn’t need me You needed your ego to grow and you to find glee In another woman’s arms While your enjoyed her lucky charms You didn’t think about the hurt that I felt Then you expect my heart to just heal!! WHAT were you thinking when you laid there? Did you forget all the love you had here? I had your back when no one else did But now I have to put all those feelings under a lid Feeling like Brian McKnight and have that one last cry Knowing that my heart just wants to die. Years I spend trying to make you see That all I wanted was just you and me But you wanted Keisha, Erica and Jasmine I just wanted to be seen as Lyn Not the pretty one or the one that strips Not the one that has with ruby red lips But the one that didn’t judge you The one that try to keep it true. Yes there’s a lot of pain I feel You will never know the real deal Words alone will never be able to express The harsh pain that I feel in my chest I just want to bleed to make it go away But it only gets worst cause it just stays I question myself daily and ask What I have I done to make you do such a task? Thinking I was the best girlfriend in the world How blind could I truly be not to see that it was another girl?! She was much more that I could become Obviously, second to none Because even after I left she was still there to take the test To show me that I less that even your best Friend with benefits or just a two bit Man I gotta quit. I’m never gonna let you see how much you really hurt me I asked you from the start Please oh please don’t break my heart. It’s very protected that I why I have it guarded I said listen to these words and just don’t discard it. But at last, again here I am between heartbreak hotel and the lonely inn Lesson learned, hearts burned, got this street in my GPS so I won’t be back again. But single is good, at least I can express who I am Not to worry about or even give a damn What others think or how they feel… It time for me to keep in real So I pray you do well And find the friend who will be the right fit Bringing you all you need and keep the fires lit. As for me I’m going to be ok…well is the only way.