The sunny sky opens And I see the the stars My tail is tucked And I'm chasing cars There is a gapping hole In the deep blue sea It starts swirling And it swallows me Its a tragedy Its so sad you see And still I can't believe Our future has become our history Everything you say is news to me Blame is placed on the fault of me And you refuse to see The heart of me But you'll start to see You'll always be a part of me This is my reality... The snow is falling Yet the ice melts My mind is gripping What my heart once felt Crashing waves On my window pane A room so sunny But all I see is rain Can't you take this pain Carry it with you so I can sustain This life of emptiness and constant rain This heart of mine I will detain Facade smiles hide the pain Our hurt remains.. In time my strength will regain And I may learn to love again Leaving a broken heart behind that face of fame. I hope you have enjoyed your game.

I've come to realize Over the years Sometimes the smiles Aren't worth the tears Love can't always Relenquish our fears At times alone I drown in my tears Love didn't stand A dying chance You gave up on love We lost romance Left in desperate hours No one to hold hands I search for new love Your court new romance At times I suppose An angel must die In order for truth To find why she cries Tears flood her mind Both day and night Unable to shed tears She has died inside She cried by your side Eyes silver grey and blue Trying to understand Just how to love you You sneered and turned Her heart held strong Long enough to realize You waited too long... You loved her too wrong

Okay, hold up its my turn to make a confession Get my profession out there cause I swear soon enough I'll hear shit spittin through those lips kickin out lies and stories everything you believed to be your glory when in fact, babe, I'll be your downfall. It doesn't get better when your road wethers when the sparkles fade you'll see the memories in your mind are jaded terminated No, its not that I didn't love you Nope, thats not even half the truth much too much but not much more can't fall for those lies that tore, eyes that tore my heart in two can't believe I gave an honest f*ck about you But here it is sad and true a story of love colliding a rocky year worn through. I thought we were too good to be true thanks for proving it was sad but true you cheated once cause that was your game your dirty D' so you had to withhold your name then came twice, heres my mistake I still treated you right thinking I could shake it Sure, yes, I'll admit we broke up for a bit you deserved it I moved on, dated someone new Can't help that it was someone you knew I guess they saw I deserved better I'm a good girl and I could do better But then comes the letter full of regret full of pain, wishing you'd never done that You come back on your knees full of apoligies Then all is forgotten when you no longer needed me You don't want to remember Don't want to feel bad For destroying the best thing You may EVER have We could've been soul mates I could've been the one I know I was in it for the long run I hope you remember that When your next tells you she's just having fun A year later I've resorted to be noone Noone to you But someone to another I've never had a problem finding a lover You know the truth You've always known But the facts are still there You were king on my thrown I never wandered Never strayed You couldn't trust ME 'cause what YOU did that day Live with it, Deal with it Good fucking luck I hope you die with it Cry with it Write a fucking song so your reminded of it You see, it bothers me not That you've gone and forgot Its probably best Pull the bullet from your chest Choke and die on it Now I'm stuck lying in your shit That you left behind Can't clear you out of my mind Can't find a love to call mine I'll be honest I didn't think we'd get that far A blow job, a booty call, a night at the bar Its all I expected From a guy like you You know a lot of people And repeated stories render true I thought I saw the real you Through sexy blue eyes I saw rendevous Through the smoke screen I saw my future with you Trusted and believed in you The stories getting old Nauseous and cold Can't believe I let those words get told "I love you" It must've been to your reflection in my eyes Did it really take me this long to realize I was living a lie In love with my high Thanking the stars in the sky For each day I had you by my side Fearing it may be broken by next sunlight By another wasted fight Arguments I could never win You'd never give in Open my heart to one who could never believe I should warn the next girl To hurry and leave Cause everyone knows You'll put her heart on her sleeve You'll do her just as shitty Its a fucking pity You can't stick anything out You scream and shout Shit gets bad Blame your mom and dad Throw back another drink Never stop to think Of those your hurting Can't see past your own conceit Its only you your deserting One lonely man With all the friends in the world But you'll never be able to see your world in 'just one friend' So this is where you get off This is our detrimental end.