Hows everyone doing? I have been pretty busy with a new job at jc penny and spending tons of time with my daughter mika and husband campbell and my daughter just turned 2 years old on the 19th of oct. my anniversary is coming up on the 13th of nov, and my husbands bday is coming up on the 10th of dec. and then shortly after my sisters bday, thanksgiving, and xmas...i need to start getting presents together before too long..so i live in louisiana now and it sucks sometimes but other times it is pretty nice to live here...it feels great now...and i get a great discount cause of where i work...well im gonna try to write more later on...holla at me if anyone has anything new for me to listen to...

well currently i am looking for a job here close to post so that way I can finally put myself through college instead of my husband having to spend all his money on me and my daughter and I can finally help out with bills..I miss the crap outta him...ya know? now we are having problems with our computers...I went to visit with my sister in LA my home state...and at that while I was gone right before I left I spent like $400 on groceries cause my husband was supposed to be coming home and then all of a sudden when I went out of town for a week my house got struck by lightenin and when I came home it was nasty...it stuck like nasty meat and all that spoiled food...my sister and I fought and then i went to visit a guy friend on post and she ended up leaving me there with all her guy friends and him and he had just got back from iraq and so yeah it was crazy...I came home and beat the shit outta her...anyway currently I am still a stay at home mom...currently looking for a job for a little while after my husband comes home...but I love spending time with my baby girl mika....love ya baby...

I have been so busy for the longest, dealing with sicknesses. I have a daughter who is constantly running around, she is a little busy body...I am getting the pest present ever this christmas...It is my baby...he is finally getting to come home...It has been almost a year..was supposed to be 15 months but he got to stay home a few weeks extra since mika was born and then they don't want our soldiers to be over there for the 2nd christmas in a row...I love you baby...we miss and love you...come homes asap

Lol...It is so crazy how I got preg. again so soon after my last miscarriage incident....My mom told me that it is alot easier to get preg. soon after an incident like that, but a part of me did not believe her....it is a good thing that I didn't cause it may have never happened....Man, I really hope that my husband is happy, cause I know that it killed him the last time something bad happened...he even wrote about it in his blog on myspace....I just can't wait until the day I get to find out what it is! I know alot of people got excited their first child only my husband will not be able to be with me for this special bundle of ours which I know he hates...He will be leaving for Iraq in July...I don't know what I will do without him here...I think that it will be hard, but thank god i will still have my brother here with me...I just pray nothing happens to my husband, but if it does atleast he will have something behind that still has a part of him as well as myself....I just wonder what will happen to my baby if something happens to me during labor and my husband in Iraq, who will I leave my baby with....

I lost my baby on valentines day and found out that my husband went to this place called staceys' flower shop in Ga and bought me almost $100. worth of stuff...I guess that he was trying to make me feel better..Well, I know that I love him and no matter how I may feel about certain situations my feelings will remain the same...